It's hard to look at the way things change, when all you've really wanted was for it to stay the same.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SEET MEI LING !

thanks for everything through these years, haha always giving advices, going crazy with me, treating me when you got the money, many many things!

Wish you all the best in your future endeavors, continue being ambitious ok! Stay happy always ♥

Stayed over @ Meifang's yesterday. celebrated her birthday wth Meifang and Khery. It wasn't that bad. thanks meiling for the treat of dinner.

These few days have been pretty suckish. I don't know how to elaborate.

CCA is becoming so suckish that i don't even wish to mention it. I almost teared.

I've too much time, and I keep thinking and wondering, how did one exactly manage to change so much within a couple of days?

I want to ask why, but i don't have the courage.

If you don't plan to make me feel this happy for long, then don't even make me happy in the first place. Cus when i cry, i will wonder why.

I hate myself, i cant believe i am so dumb. Just forget everything, i told myself, but it isn't easy.

I'm supposed to be angry, but i'm not. Instead, disappointment took over. I just can't help thinking of things and crying over the silliest thing.

I don't like whatever's happening now. Why cant everyone just not change and stay at their best?

Is this gonna last forever? Please, stop ignoring me, stop being so cold to me, stop hurting me. My fragile heart can't take these anymuch longer. Just go back to how you used to be.

Just let this be over soon. I don't know when can i exactly get over this.

I feel like a total failure in everything. I'm afraid i can't take these anymore much longer. I don't know how to stop myself from thinking of everything.

As i'm typing these, I cant stop crying. I hate myself for everything.

(please don't ask what has happened, thanks)