You and me

That feeling of trying your best at something, and yet, end up doing it so badly still.
That feeling where you feel like you don't belong anywhere among anyone.
That feeling where you always guess something, which you didn't want it to happen initially, correctly.
That feeling where you feel like the whole world hates you and is going against you.
That feeling where you feel like no one actually understands you, not even yourself.
That feeling where you regret treating someone so badly for no much reasons when that person is actually treating you quite well.
That feeling where you want to change your attitude towards someone, better, but just cause of some reasons, you don't know how.
That feeling where you feel like you are all alone, without the people who you have wished to be there for you.
That feeling where you suddenly hate yourself so much for everything.
That feeling where you feel like nothing is going the way which you have hoped and prayed hard for.


Despite all these sad happenings, looking at the bright side........ i still have things which can make me smile :)
Will return back to my normal posting soon , hopefully ...
No questions to be entertained regarding this post either..... :)