Happy Birthday Aqila !

( hehe i purposely put this picture coz i know you love it ! )

Hehe, you're 14 now!!!! older than me by 2weeks :( awww
Stay happy & pretty kkkkk! and all the best for your studies & find a prince charming sooon! HAHA im random ;p
Thanks for always being there for me when i need it. i still remember last time there was a period of time you were always with me, and since then, we grew close. hehe thanks so much!
You're a great great friend, listener! ^^ dont get too influenced by people and become TOO horny alright, hahaha.
Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I♥YOU !

alright, dedicating over.
Anyway, i shouldnt say im in the best mood now ....
Im pissed off with my comp, which obviously doesnt want to cooperate with me, maybe it hates me? who knows. ZZZ

Lessons fine today, was terribly tired.
Had CNY rehearsal after school, and it sucks, i should say. Screwed up? :\
Didnt eat breakfast + recess + lunch, and ate damn alot when im home for dinner. ek
I guess i won't be updating blog often unless there are dedications or im free. but please continue tagging alright ;)
I guess i need PROPER revising when the weekends come.
Off to my vocab now, byebye

Idk what's over with me these few days. Flare up easily, pissed easily. moodswings? i swear it sucks totally. i dont have mood for anything. stressed up over everything? idk
Band isnt great. i was told that i still play horribly, and i didnt practice at home when i actually did? ;o well, i guess i've just gotta live with the fact that im never gona play well.
Practice makes perfect ....? No
Studies total crap too. Tests're done horribly when i DID study. if this continues, idk what exactly is gona happen to me.
Nothing's going well for me. maybe im too slack? idk. its only the start of the term and im proceeding so badly. will things actually improve? i really dontknow.
I feel like a TOTAL failure.